A job? Why the hell had he needed a job if Steve was alive and clearly still doing his hero thing? Had they had a falling out?
Shit, was Steve upset about him being with a guy? Bucky didn't want to believe that was possible, that his friend would be that closed-minded. Steve had accepted Arnie, why would he reject Bucky?
Worse, he couldn't ask. If that was the reason, he didn't want to know, because it would change how he viewed Steve now. Though, on the same tack, if he didn't know it wasn't the reason, he'd always wonder and that would change things, too.
Damn it, he had to know. "Did Steve and I fall out? Is that why I needed a job? Please tell me it's not because I'm with you, I can't believe he'd do that."
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Date: 2016-07-16 05:02 pm (UTC)Shit, was Steve upset about him being with a guy? Bucky didn't want to believe that was possible, that his friend would be that closed-minded. Steve had accepted Arnie, why would he reject Bucky?
Worse, he couldn't ask. If that was the reason, he didn't want to know, because it would change how he viewed Steve now. Though, on the same tack, if he didn't know it wasn't the reason, he'd always wonder and that would change things, too.
Damn it, he had to know. "Did Steve and I fall out? Is that why I needed a job? Please tell me it's not because I'm with you, I can't believe he'd do that."