Blowing out a hard breath, James nodded. He was trembling again, all the weight of the last few hours crashing down on him at once. Taking a couple steps back, dragging Len along with him, he leaned against the invisible side of the ship for support.
Then he drew Len in close, wrapping his arms around the other man. "It's so damn tempting," he admitted, his voice rough. "Stop myself from going on the mission - hell, tell her where to find me after the war is over, I'd still be mostly okay. If I could find any way to do it that wouldn't mean losing you... fuck Hunter and his rules, I'd do it."
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Date: 2016-06-04 01:49 am (UTC)Then he drew Len in close, wrapping his arms around the other man. "It's so damn tempting," he admitted, his voice rough. "Stop myself from going on the mission - hell, tell her where to find me after the war is over, I'd still be mostly okay. If I could find any way to do it that wouldn't mean losing you... fuck Hunter and his rules, I'd do it."